Not really here

My brain is so scattered right now I almost went to bed with the air conditioning on and the window open were it not for a shout from outside.

I guess it’s another one of those days/moments where I’m feeling as if there’s a whole lot inside me that really needs to go somewhere but I have no outlet for it so it remains trapped inside me. I can smile, I can talk and joke. But what I really want to do is close my eyes and sleep for a very long time.

I remember feeling like this a long time ago and a kind soul saying just a few words that made everything better.